Oh man. I am not actually as far behind as I feel like I am but wow am I feeling the pressure.
“Of what Darla?”
I don’t even really know at the moment. It just feels like I am on a slippery slope of trying to finish everything and catch up and schedule this and get ready for that. And like I said, I’m more prepared than I normally am for the things I’m feeling stressed about, but nonetheless I am feeling the stress.
In times like this I make a list.
What to do?
When is it due?
What do I need to get to do the thing?
How long do I need to do each thing?
That usually helps. I’ll give it a shot and we’ll see.
This whole year has felt like trying to get up an icy hill. Last year my footing felt more certain in all the ways… I’m not sure what changed this year.